So... no easy way of saying this.
Today Annah and I broke up. I instigated it, but it was a mutual thing. There were tears on both ends, but also a realization that this had been building up for the last few months.
I'm not going to go into much here, suffice to say my head is a bit of a mess, but I'm doing as okay as can be expected. Annah and I are still in close contact and will remain good friends.