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Saturday, November 21, 2009

Better

Oh, hullo. Long time no see, again. You can always tell when Dan is having Teh Dramas because the blog posts start getting few and far between.

Well, things are, now, on a bit of an upswing. The last few weeks have been fairly shit, I don't mind telling you. Faced with the knowledge that I've been a bit of a douche, that I've been without direction and that, basically, I've had no real idea about what I wanted from life or myself, the fortnight has only gotten better by getting a blocked ear so I'm now partially deaf and sleeping on a fold-out couch bed in the dining room of Rob and Michael's house like a rudderless hippy.

But! Our hero begins to make a comeback! Here's the deal. Despite our difficulties, I really love Annika. We had a shit start to things and I wasn't ready for a relationship when I went over there. So it's with a certain degree of amazement that, after getting my shit together, she still wants to be with me which I think is pretty awesome. Annika is pretty keen to leave the nest so she's going to come over here, and we'll either stay in Palmy or head down to Wellington. I have various things to do before she arrives to get everything in order, but it's going to happen and we're making plans. Such plans we are making.

I had a huuuuuge talk with Annah, and she helped me sort out my own mind and what I really wanted. Sometimes you need to hear someone else say what you were thinking all along to really believe it, and Annah knows me better than most other people. What I did to deserve such awesome friends is anyone's guess, and I really want to thank Annah and the rest of you who've contacted me, who I've caught up with and who've been there for me during this complete drama fest.

So from here it's get some money coming in, print off my design portfolio and get my ear fixed, apply for all and any jobs I can get during this shitty recession (I'm even contemplating wage slave stuff, the horror!) and make a life with an awesome girl from a country where bears fall from the sky and kill you instantly. Sounds like a plan.